Disease

I feel diseased. I don't know what that means. but I feel it, i know it. So it's this weird kind of feeling. I feel as though something's covering me completely, the way lazyness overcomes you. I feel as though I can't shed it and so it's such a big problem. Maybe it's pent up energy, maybe it's restlessness, maybe it's just my imagination. But I can't get over this feeling of desperation! It's not as though it's present all the time-it just hits once in a while. Do you understand what I'm trying to convey here? Maybe I'm just being weird? I don't know really. Do you ever get like that? Try to get rid of something you can't see? Ah, it's just so weird.